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| ... at it's best. Embrace all that is me. (insert holy hymn-like singing here) LOL
So... back on earth now.
Right... after all that time on the huge rant I wrote, I decided to remove it. A promise is a promise and since I had promised to remove everything pertaining to her, I did exactly that.
Actually no, everything is still around for 'record's sake'. =)
So... *stares at paper* yep... I've got a 15 page paper due... soon... and a midterm... on teh same day YAY. <3 I don't know what's wrong with me, I can't even get into it. I chose to discuss the media/social influences of anorexia... RIGHT UP MY ALLEY, right? So what the HAY!! Why can't I even start. o_O; Instead, here I am... 9 in the morning, sitting at Starbucks, watching my favorite guy work.
White Day went absolutely wonderfully... yes, I'm late in writing an entry about it but... I DID say I was going to avoid the internet for a while (PSH... LOL ...yes, 6 days is a while T_T) Look what my honey bought me?
What a monster, right? I love being spoiled. BUT THAT'S NOT ALL!!
I also got: Patapon, Valkyrie Profile, and Final Fantasy VIII!!! <3 I love him so much xDD
Now THAT's a man who knows how to treat his woman right! xDD Gwahaha.
...on a separate note, I also bought Crisis Core, Final Fantasy Tactics, and...
Taiko no Tatsujin 2 xDDD man... Taiko brings back SO many memories 'cause the PSP version has sooo many of the PS2 7th mix songs! I've been looking for it forever.... sure it ripped a hole out of my pocket... my leg, my arm... but that's okay xDD I am a Taiko whore <3 I can't believe I would drop $100 on a psp game but... I looked it up online and it's so expensive everywhere T_T. Also looking for Tales of the World... but yes, I suppose that... and Legend of Mana will burn holes in my wallet.... sooner or later....
Anyway, after the initial White Day gifting session (I actually didn't receive my games until days later because of stupid international shipping lol BUT IT'S OKAY HONEY, I STILL LOVE YOU) xD we went out for Sushi Garden... yes, it's been a long time since I had toro *_* and went for coffee. I know, it was such a "typical" day but I haven't had one of those days in AGES. Seriously, I missed it soooo much. We rarely get to chat anymore because of school... ......*eyes paper* -_- I haven't even had a chance to finish Tales of the Abyss. I should give it back to Steve but... I DON'T WANNA lols... I should just pick up a copy for myself before it becomes hellaciously overpriced. I also borrowed Star Ocean 2 from Jeffie-san but... I haven't had a chance to play it either, I should just pick it up for PSP that way I could borrow his Xenogears instead... since whoever it was that has mine refuses to give it back to me. WHY WAIIII GAIZZZZZZ??????? T_T
Anyway, I went to watch Watchmen on Wednesday with some school people... it was a strange experience. I can't believe the movie ended the way it did. It completely destroyed everything for me. I am SO tired of STUPID PHILOSOPHICAL "QUESTIONS" randomly inserted into some movie to make it more "meaningful". For the love of... ugh, I can't even rant about how angry that movie makes me anymore. o_O It was gory too T_T stupid boys conned me into watching it. PG-13 MY BUTT!! lol. I swear I squealed when the guy was getting his arms sawed off... I didn't get any nightmares that night though so I guess all was well in the end. But seriously, we just caught a movie and that was it. Met up, watched the movie, left. It was the weirdest experience ever... nope, didn't even have a conversation with my fellow otakus? O_O CLOSET OTAKUS. *gasp* Seriously it was strange. No dinner before/after no nothing. I am thoroughly intrigued by said people though... xD <3 I'll break 'em. I always do.
...Right, so I think I've done enough procrastinating. I've got a little under 4 hours to finish researching/writing my paper O_O LOLOLOLOLOL *barf* looks like I'll be working into the morning again. The new FMA is coming out...
Seven Sins gaiz... live by it, die by it. Hmm... Sloth, Wrath, Envy, Greed, Pride, Lust, Gluttony. Why do I feel that most of them spawn others? o_O;;; it's a vicious cycle. Correct one, be a victim of another... T_T Save me, I'm delirious.
So much for that self-help (HAH) book. LOL I need to help myself first, right?
Teach what you preach...? Can I have some tomato seeds?
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| Yeah, reading break! *cheers* (Lol, every weekend is my reading break <3)
So here I am... back on Xanga, blogging as typical. There are so many things that can be right and wrong at the same time but I won't even attempt to go there anymore. I realized the more I think about it, the worse it becomes, the worse it becomes, the better I try to seem about it, the better I am... the better I'm not. It's all this hideous circle that I don't want to be involved in.
Especially if the main players aren't involved.
Don't you just hate it when you spend so much time and energy putting your mind to something with a partner or something and the other person just ups and goes? Just pulls out before he's done (HAH). Seriously, it's borderline betrayal, man! Or comes up with some other weak ass alternative.... Yuck, people just piss me off. And here I am, stuck between my thoughts and my actions... limited with what I can do because really, what can I do?
O_O I can't use my keyboard shortcuts for my entries anymore? WHY XANGA WHY?! lols. So I've been doing -nothing- lately, just on gaia. I should stop, it's turning into an addiction. I tried not to log on this morning when I woke up so I detoured and did 'other things' but unfortunately it didn't work for very long. I don't know what's wrong with me but I love my girls T_T <3 (Yes, ALL of them) I guess it's different than where I am in life at the moment. Day-to-day studying/reading, hanging out with the boyfriend... seeing my friends like once every two weeks. I don't know... and the fact that everyone I see are guys. I guess that would have a big effect. It's strange -_- I can't get along with girls normally but online, no problem! xD
...maybe it's because people can't detect the fakeness online! (No, they could... they reaaally could -_-)
It must be because... I have no face xD Yup. that's what it is, the way I look PSH! Girls have issues w/me because of the way I look. Actually, I really don't think I'm the first girl that's had this problem.... I hate dealing with competition too <3 (for the most part...lol sometimes it's fun O_O but that's when it gets dirty xDD kakaka)
I don't remember what I wanted to blog about...lol I got distracted.
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right... so that was a big waste of time.
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| So I guess I'll just post a recent picture I've done -sigh-
Ned more inspiration plzkthx T_T
I should be studying or reading but... somehow that turned out to be me drawing at 3 in the morning on a school night lolololololol. I have midterms next week too T_T UGH, already.
I have well over 5 chapters to read too. -sigh- I don't know what's wrong with me. Haha. Damn these OCD tendencies T_T. *breathes*
Done for gaia. What am I even doing back on gaia? -_- It's because I have no job so I need to spend twice the amount of time drawing for e-money. Yay -_- guh *shot*
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